All I feel like drawing are snarling dogs with lots of scars a d listening to sad rock music in which I usually listen to kanye west type music,everything is going downhill I can't enjoy my childhood when I'm trying to make myself stop crying and feel better I just think,when I'm 18 ill be out of here all get a job and get some pitbulls and think none of this matters what will my life being bad now have to do with my future?Ijust I just feel so deprived of my childhood,I guess the kids in Africa feel like that to I've never had a teacher as mean as the one I have she makes me wanna cry I don't cry very easily if someone saw me crying they wo